Maybe the reason I've been forced to struggle with jobs and mental health and unrealistic, unhealthy expectations from my culture my whole life is SO that I would break out of the defaults and experiment with things like alternative sleep schdedules.
(Determinism is comforting sometimes, innit? I don't buy it for a second, but man does it make you go :happy-sigh:…the brain, it loves answers, even fake ones. :P)
Oo, time to go watch the sunrise! I got busy from about 4am on (after aimlessly typing and surfing for a few hours), cleaning my room, making plans, playing with stuff…it feels good, and here's hoping it's a sign that the sleep-dep is burning off for real now (more substantive updates soon)…but yeah, almost missed sunrise - gotta run!
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