Apr 12, 2005 15:14
Friday in 4th period (Ms. Benzinger's English class) Benzinger thought she caught me cheating on a test because I had a cheat sheet out, but I wasn't cheating at all. I was going to cheat then she came and stood behind me so I slid the paper under my binder and put my backpack on top of it. And sorry Ms. Benzinger but unlike you I definetly do not have X-ray vision, cuz I'm not weird. So when I was near done my test, I had an appointment to go to and she said "you can just put it in that folder up there, I'll let you finish monday" so I was like "straight" and went up and put it in the folder, and while I was walking up there she lifted up my backpack and binder and took the paper and was like "did this help?" and I forget what I said but I denied using it, because well I didn't use it. So then I 'went to my appointment' but I really went to Mr. Mussi's (my administrator's) office to tell him what happened so that I could make sure I wouldn't get in trouble for something I didn't do, cuz I knew the bitch was gonna try to get me into trouble. So I told him what happened, and his advice was to talk to her. So I went to her room after school on friday to talk to her and she wasn't in her room, so I went to my game. Then monday morning I went to her room before school to talk to her and she wasn't there. So I went and was like "dude Mr Mussi I've tried to talk to her and its not working" and he was like and this is a direct quote "I can't do anything if you don't talk to her. She hasn't written a referal yet so you're probably safe, but you need to clear the air with her. And if she does write a referal you won't be suspended because I know you tried." So I go and talk to her and she doesn't listen to a word I say and she is a bitch about everything and I told her I wasnt cheating and she said she had no idea what I was doing but I looked suspicious so she was still going to refer me. So then Mr Mussi called me into his office today during her class and told me I was suspended and I told him it was complete bullshit and he said that was innapropriate language to use in front of my administrator and I told him he was being innapropriate when he said I wouldn't get suspended because I didn't do anything. And then he started talking again and I told him I wasn't gonna listen to him and he told me I needed to be respectful and I told him I wasn't respecting anyone because I got lied to, about, and disrespected. Then he said I couldn't go to the Hereford game tomorrow and I could go sit in the office for the rest of the day and I said gladly and then slammed his door. And if my mom tries to punish me for this, she's gonna be very unsucessful because I refuse to be punished for something I clearly didn't do.
I hate Ms. Benzinger, shes a fucking bitch and I really wouldn't feel any guilt for hating her if she died this very moment, nor would I stop hating her after she died. Actually I would probably go to her funeral wearing a shirt that says something along the lines of "Good, one more person trying to fuck me over dead."
And for Mr. Mussi, hes a fucking pussy. He never addresses me alone, he always has someone in there when he tells me I'm in trouble which is gay because that just goes to show that he knows I own him. And at my faboulus "conference" on monday with him, and my mom I'm gonna be like 'look dude, this is getting a little rediculous all this cover-up bullshit. i hate you' except I might not say those exact words. But when he tries to have that little convo with my mom w/o me being there.. it's not gonna happen.
I wouldn't be such a stubborn, rude bitch about all of this if it hadn't almost ruined lacrosse for me. But thankfully Ms. Harrison see's how retarded this is, and recognizes she needs me and isn't kicking me off the team but I have to be suspened from the game tomorrow because I can't be on BCPS grounds.
P.S. JHart can't play for like 2 weeks because she sprained her ankle real bad playing soccer. I hope it heals fast babe, you know we need you! And no more soccer during lacrosse, for real this time! Love you girl!