Nov 09, 2005 01:16
I was standing by the elevator reading a sign on new housing when Molly found me. "Where are you going?" she asked since I was in front of the elevator.
"Oh, I'm thinking about moving to Smith," I replied.
"No you aren't!" she shot back at me.
We both laughed. It simply didn't seem possible for me to conceive a thought like that.
It made me feel good that Molly knew right away that my love for 7N would defiantly keep me from moving off the floor. It is important for me to pledge my allegiances to people and groups. I want to be completely committed to things. As cheesy as this sounds, I do believe this is a value I've picked up from growing up in North Dakota.
However, I don't know about this 7N thing anymore. It seems I am making no progress here. No progress with the brothers either. Is it worth standing by someone's side if we aren't going anywhere? I don't know what is keeping me here. I'm not connected to my roommate, I'm not committed to the floor through anything like Ministry Team, and my relationships are only deepening with a small handful of girls. Next year is going to change drastically anyway. Why not change a semester early? Room sign-ups are going to be different than I expected.