Pessimistic, apathetic, and indecisive
I am too pessimistic.
I never think things are going to turn out well.
Sometimes I pick things apart,
focus on the bad parts,
and make it so I do not like them.
Maybe so I will not get so attached,
or so I will not get my hopes up.
Probably for fear of getting hurt.
Maybe sometimes thats why I am not happy.
I do not give myself a chance to be.
Then again,
I do not really know what makes me happy.
I am also pretty apathetic towards things.
And being apathetic towards things is probably why I am so indecisive.
Sometimes I even do not know what I want to eat,
so I don't.
It is not a big deal,
for it does not happen a lot,
but it just shows that I am indecisive about pretty much everything.