been a while and i still dnt have much to say

[purdyredhead11]

Every night since you have been gone i have drempt of you,
and only you,
i wake up alone with such a empty feeling inside
that i get up and walk and walk
until i reach that place where
we first met
that place where i finally found
someone who made me feel safe
and felt in place for the first time in a long
time....

im srry i pushed you away
i relly did care bout
you
but was scared and din
realize wat i had until
you were gone
i know thats no excuse
and i know things werent perfect
and seemed like they may never be
but baby if we were still together now would
you have still left to carry on your
~*DREAMS*~
if thats wat you call a dream

but either way i will support you
cuz thas all i have left to show you
show you
how much i still care
and how i will always be waiting for you
when you come back..
maybe seeing now we still have somthing
if not im glad that you were my
only
my only guy that was diffirent for the first time
different from the rest
and made me feel like i was on top of the world
when you were holding me
or showing me off
to your friends

but even still that doesnt all matter
cuz i have you in my
**DREAMS**
safe and as sweet and shy as the fist day i met you
i love you and i will always be here
I'm mad at myself,
not you
I'm mad for always being
selfish
wishing for you, dreaming of you &
most of all for not hating you when i know i should but i can't
cuz the truth is u have done nothing wrong
and i can finally admit im the
one at fault

so be brave baby
i know your strong
your my strenght
and will continue to make me
love you more and more each day

good luck justin

take a deep breath and dnt look back
<3