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It's a pretty sad state of mind when I can't stand up to people. I cower to people, because that will make them feel better. But I sit here thinking that I am just a pile of shit.
It kinda pisses me off that Ty just took over the cover of Empty I was going to do. I love how he tells me in creative ways that I suck, for instance "You should let me produce so it sounds good,". Thanks Ty, make me feel real fucking good about myself. What a friend you are, sometimes. Sometimes, your arrogant attitude really can fucking piss me right the fuck off.
It kinda pisses me off, that I paid for the pizza...
I'm not made of money.
but that's fine. Money isn't of an object to me. Perhaps, I'm pissed off at other things in my life and trying to blame it on you. Or... probably not. I don't even know who I am anymore. It kinda pisses me off that I let people walk all over me. On another note, Amanda rocks hardcore.
I lost a big part of me when he died. Man, I fucking miss him at times. Sometimes, it's seeming that it's not worth trying anymore. Yah. It's pretty useless to pour my heart out at times, I don't even give a shit.
It kinda pisses me off that Ty just took over the cover of Empty I was going to do. I love how he tells me in creative ways that I suck, for instance "You should let me produce so it sounds good,". Thanks Ty, make me feel real fucking good about myself. What a friend you are, sometimes. Sometimes, your arrogant attitude really can fucking piss me right the fuck off.
It kinda pisses me off, that I paid for the pizza...
I'm not made of money.
but that's fine. Money isn't of an object to me. Perhaps, I'm pissed off at other things in my life and trying to blame it on you. Or... probably not. I don't even know who I am anymore. It kinda pisses me off that I let people walk all over me. On another note, Amanda rocks hardcore.
I lost a big part of me when he died. Man, I fucking miss him at times. Sometimes, it's seeming that it's not worth trying anymore. Yah. It's pretty useless to pour my heart out at times, I don't even give a shit.