Addicted
Addicted- To occupy (oneself) with or involve (oneself) in something habitually or compulsively: The child was addicted to video games.
This is me.... Addicted. I'm addicted to Matt.....I know I am. Is there such thing as a good addiction? Hmmmmm lets look at the symptoms to decide if this is unhealthy:
Symptoms:- can't think of anything but him
-don't want to be around anyone but him
-when not thinking directly about him I think of ways to see him or lies I can tell my parents so I can stay the night with him
-if I had an extra 15 dollars and I was starving I would go see him instead of buying food cause honestly I rather see him and risk starving to death (ok this one is a little much but you get the drift)
So is this an Addiction? I think so.... I think anyone would agree but is it unhealthy? Yes I can probably..... no wait.... I can DEFINITLY say this is unhealthy but is the fact that it is unhealthy stop me from doing any of the above? no because I can't because I'm completely head over heels for Matt. To tell you the truth I like this feeling even if it is wrong and I can't control it. I haven't been this happy in a long time.
So Baby don't worry.... yes I'm going to have doubts about us just because we don't know everything about each other and I am worried that a girl from your past will sweep you off your feet once again. My biggest doubt is that in a year you will move back to Indy. But if we are still together (knock on wood) there is a very very very very very good chance I would move with you. That's not a promise I'm just saying it's very probable so please don't worry. I am still here sweetie and I am not walking away from this or you!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is me.... Addicted. I'm addicted to Matt.....I know I am. Is there such thing as a good addiction? Hmmmmm lets look at the symptoms to decide if this is unhealthy:
Symptoms:- can't think of anything but him
-don't want to be around anyone but him
-when not thinking directly about him I think of ways to see him or lies I can tell my parents so I can stay the night with him
-if I had an extra 15 dollars and I was starving I would go see him instead of buying food cause honestly I rather see him and risk starving to death (ok this one is a little much but you get the drift)
So is this an Addiction? I think so.... I think anyone would agree but is it unhealthy? Yes I can probably..... no wait.... I can DEFINITLY say this is unhealthy but is the fact that it is unhealthy stop me from doing any of the above? no because I can't because I'm completely head over heels for Matt. To tell you the truth I like this feeling even if it is wrong and I can't control it. I haven't been this happy in a long time.
So Baby don't worry.... yes I'm going to have doubts about us just because we don't know everything about each other and I am worried that a girl from your past will sweep you off your feet once again. My biggest doubt is that in a year you will move back to Indy. But if we are still together (knock on wood) there is a very very very very very good chance I would move with you. That's not a promise I'm just saying it's very probable so please don't worry. I am still here sweetie and I am not walking away from this or you!!!!!!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!