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I HATE COLLIES. I never thought I would hate a certain type of dog because animals are my passion but I hate collies. They are stubborn, they bark non stop, and they don't listen to a word. SO from now on I hate COLLIES!!!!!!!!!!!
I can say something else I hate. I hate regrets. I hate regreting the things I do. I feel if I do something I have a reason for doing it but it never fails afterward I regret it. Thats one of my fears is to do something huge life changing and then regret it. It's not nessarily what it was it could just be the timing. Maybe one of these days I'll grow out of having the regrets but as of right now I have them.
But anyways for the last week I have been staying at my friends house watching his damn dogs and his damn cats no actually there is only one damn dog the other one is pretty nice I guess the cats aren't too bad either just that damn Collie. Well I think I may have a man in my life. Well I have had him in my life but it might become serious and become semi permanent not marriage or anything just a little bit of a commitment. I just need to make sure he knows what he wants. I find myself missing the way my life was a month ago. A month ago I was hanging out with different people, having a different job and even going to church once in a while. Now I never see my old friends, I miss my old job well my fellow associates and customers than the actual work. I miss seeing my family I never see them either. Maybe I am feeling lonely cause I have to go back to that big house where I am watching the damn dog and the other animals. Well that's enough bitchin' for one jounal entry. The damn Collie is just making me bitter.
(on another note this e-mail is ridiculiously retarded but I still needed to type it all down so it could all sink in)
I can say something else I hate. I hate regrets. I hate regreting the things I do. I feel if I do something I have a reason for doing it but it never fails afterward I regret it. Thats one of my fears is to do something huge life changing and then regret it. It's not nessarily what it was it could just be the timing. Maybe one of these days I'll grow out of having the regrets but as of right now I have them.
But anyways for the last week I have been staying at my friends house watching his damn dogs and his damn cats no actually there is only one damn dog the other one is pretty nice I guess the cats aren't too bad either just that damn Collie. Well I think I may have a man in my life. Well I have had him in my life but it might become serious and become semi permanent not marriage or anything just a little bit of a commitment. I just need to make sure he knows what he wants. I find myself missing the way my life was a month ago. A month ago I was hanging out with different people, having a different job and even going to church once in a while. Now I never see my old friends, I miss my old job well my fellow associates and customers than the actual work. I miss seeing my family I never see them either. Maybe I am feeling lonely cause I have to go back to that big house where I am watching the damn dog and the other animals. Well that's enough bitchin' for one jounal entry. The damn Collie is just making me bitter.
(on another note this e-mail is ridiculiously retarded but I still needed to type it all down so it could all sink in)