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what the flip!? is it necessary for americans to still set off fireworks 5 days after the 4th? i have a feeling this will be going on until bastille day. anyway i have a month until i leave for philly and a month and 3 days until i'm on a plane to scotland and it just hit me that i'm moving. i've been worried for the past 2 weeks about money and random shit that is so stupid to even worry about, its becoming quite detrimental to my skin. soon i'll be done with panera bread and soon i'll be out of here so there's really nothing for me to worry about. i'm just realizing now that i'm not going on a long holiday instead i'm moving my life over an ocean and i'm really excited but realizing that is some scary stuff. it hit me really fast actually and i'm glad i'm feeling like this before i move. its as if a long standing dream of mine is coming true and its feels really surreal. but anyway i'm happy and that's all that matters. and i'm going to throw coins at those people in my neighborhood that deem it necessary to blow things up.