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And so starts the cycle that is the horror of working in an ironing shop.
I started up again today, mostly because she sent me a really frantic text earlier whilst I was fighting a final fantasy 13 boss (she totally threw off my groove and I ended up just turning the xbox off because I was LOSING) and I went in for the afternoon. It wasn’t that bad, just boring as fuck, and we’ve still not discussed my paycheck. I’m hoping i got that raise she was promising me, but who fucking knows. I’m just really worried that working there every day is going to drain me, and I’m not going to have any energy to do anything other than play video games or read stupid comics, when I should be reading text books for my dissertation and drawing concept art for my final film. Which still needs script development and shit, but right now if I even look at it I feel sick.
AND I WAS GOING TO LONDON ON TUESDAY... but I’m an idiot and thought Scott Pilgrim came out a day earlier than it actually does, so it’s not out till Wednesday. So I totally asked for the wrong day off work, and now I have no idea if I’ll be free on Wednesday even though I sent my boss a text at like 6pm telling her I can come in tomorrow instead of having it off in exchange for Wednesday. I’m pretty sure she already hates me again and will make me work both days for just screwing with her schedules OTL.
But at least it gave me a day to read the whole of Scott Pilgrim before I see it. Took me about four hours of solid reading, and I really enjoyed it a lot. And possibly have a Wallace muse but I’m not promising anything.
I am feeling so blah right now about a lot of shit. Mostly IRL stuff... I think my body has gone into anti-social shock or something. I’ve spent the last 6 weeks with friends and family and people who love my company, and going back to not having it at all... is kind of horrid. I wish I lived nearer to my friends. Hell, I want to go back to university, because I know I will be able to pop around virtualdon’s house any time I want and talk about my freaky dreams to someone who actually cares. (see: Not my father)
RP is bleh for me right now too. All my threads in both XI and TPH are getting dropped, and I’m pretty sure that my Tommy has gotten lazy and that I’m way over due for a canon update. I’m really not happy with him right now-which might have something to do with seeing another one at another rp and being jealous of their abilities to actually write a competent personality section instead of just rambling about stuff that comes into my head first like I do. That and though i’ve dropped to three characters at XI, I really have no idea what to do with Axel. He’s kind of just been moping around, and I need to get him into gear or like, drop him or something. Right now I’m character squatting, which is frustrating because Hello?? Axel you were my main muse a year ago? What happened buddy?
It seems all I have the energy for with him is one-to-one and sira mentioned possibly doing something with me, which would be awesome since I’ve not rped with her in forever. I just am sort of scared that I’m not as good at my characters anymore. And I just reserved freaking Hanna from HINABN at XI and I don’t even. /holds head. Plus I still want to app BB at TPH but Tommy has fallen out of activity because of the threaddropping getting to me and me thinking that I don’t deserve to play him OR SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THAT. Oh god there are things wrong with me.
ANYWAY. WEDNESDAY I AM HOPEFULLY SEEING SCOTT PILGRIM IF MY BOSS LETS ME TAKE THE DAY OFF INSTEAD OF TUESDAY BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT. HOPEFULLY IT’LL BE AWESOME AND THEN I WILL GET A COPY OF GOOD OMENS AND READ THE SHIT OUT OF IT. AND POSSIBLY AN XI HOODIE FROM FORBIDDEN PLANET BUT ONLY IF THEY HAVE THEM SINCE THEY ONLY JUST CAME OUT.
I started up again today, mostly because she sent me a really frantic text earlier whilst I was fighting a final fantasy 13 boss (she totally threw off my groove and I ended up just turning the xbox off because I was LOSING) and I went in for the afternoon. It wasn’t that bad, just boring as fuck, and we’ve still not discussed my paycheck. I’m hoping i got that raise she was promising me, but who fucking knows. I’m just really worried that working there every day is going to drain me, and I’m not going to have any energy to do anything other than play video games or read stupid comics, when I should be reading text books for my dissertation and drawing concept art for my final film. Which still needs script development and shit, but right now if I even look at it I feel sick.
AND I WAS GOING TO LONDON ON TUESDAY... but I’m an idiot and thought Scott Pilgrim came out a day earlier than it actually does, so it’s not out till Wednesday. So I totally asked for the wrong day off work, and now I have no idea if I’ll be free on Wednesday even though I sent my boss a text at like 6pm telling her I can come in tomorrow instead of having it off in exchange for Wednesday. I’m pretty sure she already hates me again and will make me work both days for just screwing with her schedules OTL.
But at least it gave me a day to read the whole of Scott Pilgrim before I see it. Took me about four hours of solid reading, and I really enjoyed it a lot. And possibly have a Wallace muse but I’m not promising anything.
I am feeling so blah right now about a lot of shit. Mostly IRL stuff... I think my body has gone into anti-social shock or something. I’ve spent the last 6 weeks with friends and family and people who love my company, and going back to not having it at all... is kind of horrid. I wish I lived nearer to my friends. Hell, I want to go back to university, because I know I will be able to pop around virtualdon’s house any time I want and talk about my freaky dreams to someone who actually cares. (see: Not my father)
RP is bleh for me right now too. All my threads in both XI and TPH are getting dropped, and I’m pretty sure that my Tommy has gotten lazy and that I’m way over due for a canon update. I’m really not happy with him right now-which might have something to do with seeing another one at another rp and being jealous of their abilities to actually write a competent personality section instead of just rambling about stuff that comes into my head first like I do. That and though i’ve dropped to three characters at XI, I really have no idea what to do with Axel. He’s kind of just been moping around, and I need to get him into gear or like, drop him or something. Right now I’m character squatting, which is frustrating because Hello?? Axel you were my main muse a year ago? What happened buddy?
It seems all I have the energy for with him is one-to-one and sira mentioned possibly doing something with me, which would be awesome since I’ve not rped with her in forever. I just am sort of scared that I’m not as good at my characters anymore. And I just reserved freaking Hanna from HINABN at XI and I don’t even. /holds head. Plus I still want to app BB at TPH but Tommy has fallen out of activity because of the threaddropping getting to me and me thinking that I don’t deserve to play him OR SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THAT. Oh god there are things wrong with me.
ANYWAY. WEDNESDAY I AM HOPEFULLY SEEING SCOTT PILGRIM IF MY BOSS LETS ME TAKE THE DAY OFF INSTEAD OF TUESDAY BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT. HOPEFULLY IT’LL BE AWESOME AND THEN I WILL GET A COPY OF GOOD OMENS AND READ THE SHIT OUT OF IT. AND POSSIBLY AN XI HOODIE FROM FORBIDDEN PLANET BUT ONLY IF THEY HAVE THEM SINCE THEY ONLY JUST CAME OUT.