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i feel so bad 2day it's not even funny. yesterday was just the worst. i still feel terrible bout it. i'm so scared 2 talk 2 him. i'm not sure y i am, i've talked 2 him a million times b4, but 2day it feels totally different. i wish that everything will b ok, but it won't b the same. i won't feel as comfterable as i did b4, n i don't think he will either. it'll take me a lot longer 2 turst him again n i don't he'll ever turst me again. i hope he does n i hope i do 2. i just want my friend back. :'(