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WhatI was thinking YESTERDAY:
I want to spend as much time with you as I can before I leave, because your not going to be in my life when Im gone. Im leaving so soon. I need to start over. I dont want to have to look back, Im afraid.
what I was thinking THIS MORNING:
we cant spend that much time together, its not possible without a hurtful complaint or an argument. And that really sucks, because I care about you more then anyone else. I love spending time with you, but I cant help but to argue with you, or to second guess what you have to say. I dont know why,But I know its not on purpose.
What Ive been thiking ALL DAY:
Maybe I just need to let you go , Im the reason were still together. Arn't I? Why are we still together? weve already distinguishes that were not ment to be together, were not in love. Were not trying to save a friendship...maybe we are. I dont know, I wouldnt no, because we never really talk about anything, but I guess thats my fault.
I dont want it to end, Im happy, but a the same time Im not.
What Im thikning RIGHT NOW:
I dont want it to end, Im happy, but at the same time Im not. Maybe I dont know what happy is really anymore, maybe Ive never been happy. Maybe I should learn to be less selfish, then maybe I could be happy. Maybe If I was happy I could make you happy. Maybe were both not happy.
"I remember how much fun I use to have, and how not fun it is now."
maybe nobodys happy.
I want to spend as much time with you as I can before I leave, because your not going to be in my life when Im gone. Im leaving so soon. I need to start over. I dont want to have to look back, Im afraid.
what I was thinking THIS MORNING:
we cant spend that much time together, its not possible without a hurtful complaint or an argument. And that really sucks, because I care about you more then anyone else. I love spending time with you, but I cant help but to argue with you, or to second guess what you have to say. I dont know why,But I know its not on purpose.
What Ive been thiking ALL DAY:
Maybe I just need to let you go , Im the reason were still together. Arn't I? Why are we still together? weve already distinguishes that were not ment to be together, were not in love. Were not trying to save a friendship...maybe we are. I dont know, I wouldnt no, because we never really talk about anything, but I guess thats my fault.
I dont want it to end, Im happy, but a the same time Im not.
What Im thikning RIGHT NOW:
I dont want it to end, Im happy, but at the same time Im not. Maybe I dont know what happy is really anymore, maybe Ive never been happy. Maybe I should learn to be less selfish, then maybe I could be happy. Maybe If I was happy I could make you happy. Maybe were both not happy.
"I remember how much fun I use to have, and how not fun it is now."
maybe nobodys happy.