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There is something out the other side of insanely stressed. You eventually crack. You become serene, where nothing matters anymore because you are so burnt out you don't care. Food doesn't matter, sleep doesn't matter, work doesn't matter, nothing really matters anymore.
However this state is an extraordinarily fragile one. Add even one tiny iota more stress and watch the serenity come crashing down in a horrific train wreck. One that rather startlingly resembles a total mental rupture. But if you can manage to tread that fine edge, it is rather pleasant here.
Not that I want to stay here, but it is pleasant for the moment.
However this state is an extraordinarily fragile one. Add even one tiny iota more stress and watch the serenity come crashing down in a horrific train wreck. One that rather startlingly resembles a total mental rupture. But if you can manage to tread that fine edge, it is rather pleasant here.
Not that I want to stay here, but it is pleasant for the moment.