Rambling
Just got back from New York a couple hours ago. It was a lot of fun. I feel like I should describe the trip, but I'm feeling pretty lazy and tired and don't currently feel like doing that. Maybe another time. I had a really good time, though. I really like New York, despite it's making me sad about not having more money to buy pretty clothes with :( I suppose it could be much worse.
Driving for extended amounts of time gets me in really weird, contemplative moods. I start to pick apart and over analyze pretty much everything ever. Or at least everything going on in my life at the moment. I dunno. I end up finding myself in this weird state of half acceptance and peace with the way everything is and half sad that I'm ok with said situations. That really makes no sense, but I guess the state I'm describing doesn't really make sense either. It's like a weird limbo between accepting the way you are and disliking yourself for accpetance instead of taking action to make things better. Oh well. Maybe one day everything will work out for the best.
Driving for extended amounts of time gets me in really weird, contemplative moods. I start to pick apart and over analyze pretty much everything ever. Or at least everything going on in my life at the moment. I dunno. I end up finding myself in this weird state of half acceptance and peace with the way everything is and half sad that I'm ok with said situations. That really makes no sense, but I guess the state I'm describing doesn't really make sense either. It's like a weird limbo between accepting the way you are and disliking yourself for accpetance instead of taking action to make things better. Oh well. Maybe one day everything will work out for the best.