Aug 12, 2005 16:46
so that was my last public post:
for many reaisons this is a freinds only journal now if you wish to be added please do so for most of it is MUCH MUCH happier than this entry :)
WOOF YALL
today i feel pretty shitty
i am not dealing well with certin aspects of my life
why is it the things we want are always just out of reach
it seems that every time i find what i think is right it
always falls apart
i dont understand why i get this awful feeling in my gut
when i am feeling this way
anger or sadness i cant figure out witch it is or if they are both
fighting to be one of the other i really hate this feeling
and i am laughing that this is the smiplest post i think i have made and it only makes seince to me sorry to bother yall with it