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May 31, 2008 04:05

Title: Friends
Author: onikoinu
Rating: PG
Prompt: Yoochun/Changmin/Only Friends from the DBSK Random Pairing/Prompt Generator



You took a look around; Jaejoong was in the kitchen preparing the popcorn, Yunho and Junsu were discussing the movie about to be played, and Changmin was comfortably sitting on the couch with a blanket covering his legs, waiting for the movie to start. Normally, Yunho would sit on the single couch, you and Junsu would be the floor, and Jaejoong would sit next to Changmin, but this time, you wanted to be the one sitting next to him.

You made your way over to the couch, sitting in what would be Jaejoong's seat, and it earned you a confused and curious magnae. You grinned and mouthed, I'm stealing his seat tonight, and he smiled back; weak but a smile nevertheless.

When Jaejoong came to the living room, a huge bowl of popcorn in his hands, you saw the same look on his face. His mouth opened, ready to ask you why you were in his seat, but was interrupted by Junsu.

"Movie is about to start."

Unable to do nothing, Jaejoong took a seat on the floor next to Junsu, your old seat.

Halfway through the movie, you decided to fake sleepiness. You faked a yawn, rubbed your eyes, and lastly, pretended to doze off for a minute. Then you opened your eyes quickly, closed them slowly, and you repeated this cycle for a bit until you thought it was safe enough to keep your eyes closed and sway to one side, resting your head on Changmin's shoulders. You felt him stiffen, but he relaxed afterwards seeing your state and you couldn't help but smiled inwardly.

It wasn't part of the plan, but in the end, you actually slept through the rest of the movie.

You felt someone try to shake you awake, and you groaned in protest, not wanting to be disturbed from your peaceful sleep, but you woke when you heard him calling your name and that's when you felt the arm around your waist and found your head wasn't resting on his shoulder, but on his chest; you heart skipped a beat.

"Hm?"

"Movie's over. Everyone is going to bed now, hyung."

"Oh." was all you said, sitting upright, feeling your eyelids heavy as if they suddenly weigh a ton and you rubbed your eyes. Having got rid of the weight you felt in your eyelids, you watched him get up from the couch and pick a sleeping Junsu up in his arms, the dolphin snuggled against the younger man from the the sudden warmth he was feeling, and carrying him to their shared room with Yunho.

You felt your heart ache and jealously and thought, why couldn't he have done that with you? Why did he had to wake you up and make you go to your room on your own?

When he disappeared in his shared room, you stood, ready to head to your room, but stopped when you heard him.

"Yoochun. You need to stop."

You looked over your shoulder and stared at the blonde haired man before you.

"Stop what?"

"Don't act innocent. You know what I'm talking about. You're making him uncomfortable. Please, Yoochun. For his sake and yours, stop. I know you care for him greatly and didn't want him to make him feel that way, but please stop. I'm sorry to say, you'll only be friends."

The words were harsh, breaking your heart into a million pieces, but he said them gently, not wanting to hurt you, but make you understand. He looked at you sadly, gripping your shoulder softly, I don't want you to get hurt, and retreating to his room afterwards.

You sat back down on the couch, you no longer had the strength to continue standing up, and went over his words. You hate how he's right, hate how you were making Changmin uncomfortable, hate how you force him to enjoy your company in front of cameras, but off, making him avoid you without hurting you.

And its only now do you realize all that and how he'll never love you the way you want him to because in his eyes, you'll be just friends, nothing more.

rating: pg, oneshot, prompt, pairing: yoochun/changmin

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