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So, I'm havng a lot more trouble finding an apartment than I thought I would. It really sucks that I'm now having to contemplate going back down to mom's again, if I don't find something in St Louis within the next couple of weeks. I'll have to transport my stuff down to Arkansas, get re-settled, find a new job down there, celebrate my 30th birthday living in a spare room with my mommy (yay.), drive back up to St Louis in time for Archon in October, drive back down there, help her move to Mississippi when the time comesand save up enough down there to finally go back to st louis and find another new job, then. Much easier to just find a place in St Louis, but, well, that just doesn't seem to be happening..
Was getting a place with my best friend, but now he's talking about totally bailing out on the idea, because I'm paying more of the initial setup costs than he is, which is dumb, but what can you do? I can't force him into a commitment he doesn't want to take on. And I'm not going to risk entering into another situation with a random roommate, like I had back with my old roommate.. That was just a nightmare that couldn't end soon enough.
I'm done with places like OkCupid. It's good for pointing out that, while I have my more insecure moments, I'm still nowhere near actual "loser" status (at least not anymore). The few people I've met there that weren't total potheads or just looking for a quick **** still got me beat, hands down. I guess I'm just going to stay single for the forseeable future. Oh, well. Best anyways, I guess, until I get everything sorted out with which state I'm going to be living in.
My Archon costume is coming along way slow. It's looking like I'm not going to have time to make my second costume. Esp. with all the other stuff I have going on until then. Still, I'm looking forward to Archon like a wino looks forward to happy hour. Should really be worth it, as long as little miss Iowa doesn't give me crap. Speaking of which; looman, was there ever a part of that relationship that was actually decent and wasn't just me buying her lies?? I guess the sex was good, but fuck, man. That only gets things so far..
Anyway, I guess that's all the real news going on.. Computer problems still not fixed, want to trade my truck in, want to get another truck tho, dating sucks, gas prices suck, life continues on..
Was getting a place with my best friend, but now he's talking about totally bailing out on the idea, because I'm paying more of the initial setup costs than he is, which is dumb, but what can you do? I can't force him into a commitment he doesn't want to take on. And I'm not going to risk entering into another situation with a random roommate, like I had back with my old roommate.. That was just a nightmare that couldn't end soon enough.
I'm done with places like OkCupid. It's good for pointing out that, while I have my more insecure moments, I'm still nowhere near actual "loser" status (at least not anymore). The few people I've met there that weren't total potheads or just looking for a quick **** still got me beat, hands down. I guess I'm just going to stay single for the forseeable future. Oh, well. Best anyways, I guess, until I get everything sorted out with which state I'm going to be living in.
My Archon costume is coming along way slow. It's looking like I'm not going to have time to make my second costume. Esp. with all the other stuff I have going on until then. Still, I'm looking forward to Archon like a wino looks forward to happy hour. Should really be worth it, as long as little miss Iowa doesn't give me crap. Speaking of which; looman, was there ever a part of that relationship that was actually decent and wasn't just me buying her lies?? I guess the sex was good, but fuck, man. That only gets things so far..
Anyway, I guess that's all the real news going on.. Computer problems still not fixed, want to trade my truck in, want to get another truck tho, dating sucks, gas prices suck, life continues on..