Sooooo.....
I find myself day dreaming alot lately. Whats with that? Maybe its because i have nothing to do at work, but i feel like im wasting time.
I'll daydream for an hour staight. I go through phases like this. I just dont like it. Dont get me wrong, who doesnt like a good day-dream now and then, but its getting compulsive. Last night i found myself fighting sleep, to keep daydreaming.
am i the only one to go through these phases? they happen for 2-3 weeks, every two years or so.
when i was little, i would daydream about a cute boy, or being old enough to drive and such. now im daydreaming about buying a house, and decorating the inside, and a shiney new car, and vacations. right now, in my head im designing my dream bathroom and what kinds of fabrics i'll decorate my bedroom with. right now!
ugh this is so annoying, actually its depressing! because when i come-to, i remember that i have a POS car, an shit box apartment, and debts that still need to be paid. and a house is nothing more than a day-dream.
its depressing, and i cant turn it off!
I'll daydream for an hour staight. I go through phases like this. I just dont like it. Dont get me wrong, who doesnt like a good day-dream now and then, but its getting compulsive. Last night i found myself fighting sleep, to keep daydreaming.
am i the only one to go through these phases? they happen for 2-3 weeks, every two years or so.
when i was little, i would daydream about a cute boy, or being old enough to drive and such. now im daydreaming about buying a house, and decorating the inside, and a shiney new car, and vacations. right now, in my head im designing my dream bathroom and what kinds of fabrics i'll decorate my bedroom with. right now!
ugh this is so annoying, actually its depressing! because when i come-to, i remember that i have a POS car, an shit box apartment, and debts that still need to be paid. and a house is nothing more than a day-dream.
its depressing, and i cant turn it off!