Apr 21, 2005 08:53
Well, not much to say. Lol but neways The concert last Saturday RAWKED sawks lol! Broken Ground were the besterest ever lol! Neways, Yeah, it was reall crazy, but very awesome!! lol. Well, neways I'm a very good guesser when it comes to things wif friends, lol. I've known about thiz lil secret for the longest time, since I liked Kelsey, even before then, lol. I've just knew it wasn't such a shoch to me hehe.
Well, I actually can't wait to get my lisense and a car, then it's a least once a month, a trip to Marshalltown, just me. lol, I don't care, I just want to go and see my friends from last years missions trip, since I wont get to go wif them this year *unless I beg lol* my mom mite let me, I unno, if they are even going to a missions trip. Surprisingly, I talked to Austen from the missions trip, one of two really awesome friends I made down there, *I made more don't worry lol, but him and Chelsey are the only two people I really keep in touch with* Well, neways, he said he wasn't going to the missions trip, even if they had one cuz Paul gots fired. I don't even know who all still goes to that church since that lil insident, hopefully all my friends still go there!
Suddenly, I'm extremely excited for the concert *exactly two weeks tomorrow!!!!* It's going to be a blast. lol, I don't care who does go to this concert, all i know is that I AM lol!! Bob from church was planning on buying Yasdays and Johns ticket for the concert while Rose bought Stacys. SO they are going now I guess. Lol, but I really don't care who goes as long as I'm going lol!!! I don't care where everyone else is at, but I know I'll be up close and personal lol, even if I have to shove my way through the crowd lol!!! Crazy stuff, but it will happen!!! hehe. It's super awesomely awesome!!! lol.
Welps, I don't know wut else is coming up...hmmm, but I'm trying to do a Controversial Paper for English class, lol. Maybe on Prayer In Schools, but I'm not fo sho yet.
I haven't talked to Sam frm Illinois since couple days ago, lol feels weird cuz I usually talk to her at least once a day, bummer huh, lol. She's a kew kid, I guess lol.
I unno wut else to say...lol...I'm trying to make this entry sooper long lol. Well, all I know is that, yesturday, while listening to this bible study that my mom was listening to, I got butt loads out of that. It made me think SO much, it was an awesome thing. It made me realize that I need to just give my struggles to God. It made me realize that God has a plan for my life, the true plan that I need to be following, but then it said that the Devil also has a plan for my life. A well thought out plan, that is perfect for me to fall into. It has my weaknessess, and knows how to trigger them. The Devil's plan, is very strategic, and opposite of wut we are supposed to be doing. But We have to give our weaknessess to God so he can turn them into blessings and strong points in our lives. I thought that was the kewlest thing I've heard in forever. Just small sentences I hear like that, make me want to change even more. Lately, I haven't been myself. Like I want to have my FIRE FOR GOD to be as big as it was after I came home from Church Missions trip, or Camp, or even Sonshine Fest. I really want to. I keep thinking bout Sonshine fest and how many people listen to good Christian Music. I mean there were 23 thousand people at Sonshine Fest, and MOST were christians. It made me realize that I'm not the only one my age who struggles with being around others who aren't like me. I mean, I saw a bunch of Christians come together and Worship. Like at the Newsboys concert, This kid named Brad, who I have never seen before was next to me, and we were rawkin out on all their songs. And then when it came down to the Worship stuff, me and him were on the same point, raising our hands to the LORD!!! lol by the way Brad is or was 17 at the time lol. Never seen or heard from him after that point, but it rawked. I'm tryin to go back to the memories from last summer, so I can get back into gear with my FIRE!!! I'm trying sooo hard, but nothing is flamming. I know there are things I need to work on, but just now I got a tingle in my body from typin that lil story. I want that tingle 24/7, and I know that didn't sound rite, but don't think of it that way lol. But yeah.
These are my issues, and I need to work them out. I and God know whats best for me, and rite now after sharin that lil story, I've put myself in a great mood!!! AWESOMENESS GOD RAWKS MY SOCKS AND SHOES OFF!!!! HE IS SOOOO GREAT TO ME!!!
God Bless EVERYONE!!!
FIND JESUS!!! LOL THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY!!! EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW YOURSELF!!!
NICK