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I haven't post in a long time. Holy crap i hate my job, the only good thing about it is the money. I never thought i would become one of those people who only do something for money. I feel so horrible, i hate this. I've become what i've always hated, a fake person. Things are not going well for me right now. I did go to a concert but i ended up with horrible morning after concert problems. I'm thinking i need to have the doseage upped on my anti-depressants so instead of helping my headaches they will help my depression. I'm not really one for pills when it comes to that kind of stuff, but i've tried everything, besides quitting my job and breaking up with my boyfriend. i don't think i have ever been so unhappy in a relationship, yet i'm not doing anything about it, maybe i just like the security, or somewhere deep down inside i'm punishing myself for screwing up a number of other things. Either way i don't know, all i know is that i'm really unhappy right now. I wonder if i'm going to be doomed into spending my life alone in misery and lonelyness. Because i'm sure it will end with timmy some time. I guess i'm gonna go, i hope you all had a good thanksgiving.