Of all things....
Some force out there must really hate me. I mean why would all this be happening to me in a matter of days. I'm sorry guys but i feel a huge rant coming on. I mean first the internship stars to suck, but i keep going at it because i know it will do me good in the long run. I can deal with that. My mom got back from the emergency room last night and we went to the doctors today. They can't tell her anything all they did was give her drugs to get rid of the horrible pain she's in. I just want her to get better, she's in so much pain. But this is also something I can deal with. But last but not least my best friend doesn't want to see me as much anymore. Which basicly means not at all. This i can't stand. I'm being abandonded when i need friends the most. But it would be too hard for him to keep in contact with me, i'm too hard of a person to be with. and on top of all that he has been promising me for the past 2 years to take me to the highland games, something that i would enjoy and get a lot out of, but instead this weekend he is taking some whore. Some friend i must be when he would rather take a fucking slut than me. And what hurts the most is that he wants to take the easy way out and not see me. This is just fucking great. My life is just a little crappy right now. Although i should have expected this, when ever i get close to anyone i fuck it up and they leave me and hurt me so bad that i just don't want to go on. I'm not looking for pity, i just needed to get a few things off my chest. Well as long as i don't die of a broken heart (sorry for the dramatic flare there) i will talk later.