May 23, 2004 22:29
well here comes the depressed me again. I know i was just happy, but now. Damn it. Just when i think life is looking up i get kicked in the face. I find some one who is super cool and they walk into my life and make me happy at times and then they suddenly leave and with them they take a piece of me and leave me empty. It's just not fair. I know i'm sounding childish. But i feel cheated, like some force out there is taking sick pleasure in my unhappyness. I just want to cry but the tears won't come, i want to scream but i can't find my voice. I don't know what to do. I guess i will just let time tell and things will mend eventually.