I need some fucking friends already...
Yeah, I have no friends. At all. My roommates are cool, but I don't see them that often and we don't exactly "hang out," so it's basically just me sitting in my room all alone because I have nothing else to do. I don't have class, there aren't any clubs yet, I can't go to parties because I don't know where they are/how to get there/who to go with, and I don't have a job.
And it just kind of sucks, because I feel like a really screwed myself over. Already.
Whatever. I have my first cinema class tomorrow, so I'm hoping to meet some super-cool people then. Hopefully the kind of people I can hang with and not feel like a complete tagalong. And when I get a job I won't feel like I'm completely wasting my time. Plus I'll be joining like, a bajillion clubs, so I'll meet people there too.
I'm lonely and I'm not dependent on human contact to make myself happy and I still haven't been to a college party. I feel like I'm doing this whole thing wrong...
(Seriously, the most meaningful conversation I had today happened in the library. It went like this: "Hey, so I have a question." "Yes?" "I have a library card from Northland Public Library - " "That'll work here." "Awesome." "And you can return books from here there and there here." "No way." "Way!" *Raeann walks away to find a book and comes back three minutes later* "Did you find one you liked?" "Yes." "Okay, due back on the 20th." "Awesome, thank you!" And it really didn't help that the librarian was young-ish looking, cute, and wearing glasses...)
And it just kind of sucks, because I feel like a really screwed myself over. Already.
Whatever. I have my first cinema class tomorrow, so I'm hoping to meet some super-cool people then. Hopefully the kind of people I can hang with and not feel like a complete tagalong. And when I get a job I won't feel like I'm completely wasting my time. Plus I'll be joining like, a bajillion clubs, so I'll meet people there too.
I'm lonely and I'm not dependent on human contact to make myself happy and I still haven't been to a college party. I feel like I'm doing this whole thing wrong...
(Seriously, the most meaningful conversation I had today happened in the library. It went like this: "Hey, so I have a question." "Yes?" "I have a library card from Northland Public Library - " "That'll work here." "Awesome." "And you can return books from here there and there here." "No way." "Way!" *Raeann walks away to find a book and comes back three minutes later* "Did you find one you liked?" "Yes." "Okay, due back on the 20th." "Awesome, thank you!" And it really didn't help that the librarian was young-ish looking, cute, and wearing glasses...)