I still love him and it sucks!!!!!
I have been thinkin alot about my ex and i have realized that i still love him. But knowin that i can't have him is what sucks. I feel like suck an idoit for breakin up with him. The reason that i broke up with him is stupid,I was scared because i really was startin to love him and because he loved me back. i really wish i could tell him how much i still care but i can't cuz i never see him after i broke up with him he droped out and started doin stupid shit like stealing carf radios'. When i was with him he still stole car radio but he would have never droped out when we first started goin out i had convinced him not to. I'm so fuckin stupid....i don't know i think i might wright to him and ask his friend robert or lee to give it to him..if anyone reads this just leave me some advise plz...oh and i still listen to the song he played when we had our first kiss.but anyway other than all the depressing stuff i have more news i was in a 4 wheeling accident i went over a "jump" i guess and i fliped the thing and my brother is ok but i am in s hell of a lot of pain the fuckin thing landed on me!!!!! ok i am gonna go ice my pain lol any way byezz ppl.