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i don't think i've logged into my livejournal since when i first came to college. it's mind boggling to think about everything that has happened, both sad & happy. this has definitely been a life-changing year. there have been some pretty hard times, but also some fantastic memories. & as amazing as it was at times, i'm ready for this school year to be over. i'm ready to go home...for a while. i never thought i would say that, but it's true. i'm proud of myself & the work i have done. i don't think this semester will go quite as well as last, but i'm going to be happy with whatever the outcome is because i know i tried & that's all i can do. when this year is all said & done, i can look back & honestly say i learned more than i had in a long time. & for the first time in my life, i really feel like i have a future in this. maybe not a future full of money & luxuries & a steady job, but i have confidence in my talent as a musician. i don't know nearly enough, but i'm learning. & i have 3 more years to prepare myself. i'm happy i didn't let that woman from juilliard beat me down. i'm happy i pursued what i love, because if i had chosen to study anything else i would not be satisfied with myself.
so, come on summer. i've worked my ass off these past 2 semesters. i'm ready for a nice break. & don't rush by too fast; i want to enjoy the sun & friends & family & everything that the summer brings. i promise when the end of august rolls around again, i'll be ready to dive back into my studies.
so, come on summer. i've worked my ass off these past 2 semesters. i'm ready for a nice break. & don't rush by too fast; i want to enjoy the sun & friends & family & everything that the summer brings. i promise when the end of august rolls around again, i'll be ready to dive back into my studies.