I need more records
Well, I wanted closure. I fucking got closure.
I want to be strong. I want us to be done. But I remember how many times I said that with Brian. He's different though. He wants it.
I need to move on.
sarahdotclom (10:09:12 PM): i can dream cant i??
spazout447 (10:10:01 PM): fuck dreams
spazout447 (10:10:06 PM): take action and go get laid
spazout447 (10:10:13 PM): be real
It was only a little awkward crying in my pjs on the phone in the garage when cassie and erin macweeny walked in. Just a little.
Foote tomorrow. Work tomorrow. Karate tomorrow.
I need to hammer, smash and break. I need to pray, hug and be loved. I need to punch, scream and win.
Maybe Andrew and I will hang out tomorrow after work. Or maybe Thursday. We'll see. Hardcore training time.
Remember my priorities.
spazout447 (9:47:21 PM): since when is it the girls who take advantage of the guys
spazout447 (9:47:25 PM): fucking worlds gone mad i tell ya
I was thinking. What happened to me? Where did all my old friends go? When did we all stop talking? Why did everything change? Who are they now?
FUCK BULL SHIT DRAMA
Life is being taken waaaaay too seriously for my liking. I need to chill out.
My dip and dots spilt and I began to bawl. I dont think it was really the dip and dots. hah.
I need to visit colleges. I can drive other people legally tuesday. blahhh
sofuckingmuchh
I want to be strong. I want us to be done. But I remember how many times I said that with Brian. He's different though. He wants it.
I need to move on.
sarahdotclom (10:09:12 PM): i can dream cant i??
spazout447 (10:10:01 PM): fuck dreams
spazout447 (10:10:06 PM): take action and go get laid
spazout447 (10:10:13 PM): be real
It was only a little awkward crying in my pjs on the phone in the garage when cassie and erin macweeny walked in. Just a little.
Foote tomorrow. Work tomorrow. Karate tomorrow.
I need to hammer, smash and break. I need to pray, hug and be loved. I need to punch, scream and win.
Maybe Andrew and I will hang out tomorrow after work. Or maybe Thursday. We'll see. Hardcore training time.
Remember my priorities.
spazout447 (9:47:21 PM): since when is it the girls who take advantage of the guys
spazout447 (9:47:25 PM): fucking worlds gone mad i tell ya
I was thinking. What happened to me? Where did all my old friends go? When did we all stop talking? Why did everything change? Who are they now?
FUCK BULL SHIT DRAMA
Life is being taken waaaaay too seriously for my liking. I need to chill out.
My dip and dots spilt and I began to bawl. I dont think it was really the dip and dots. hah.
I need to visit colleges. I can drive other people legally tuesday. blahhh
sofuckingmuchh