Oh Summer.....

Aug 07, 2010 20:34

I admit that I miss summer. I miss it on the East Coast. I miss enjoying it as a child. I miss a lot of things especially my grandparents. It's so weird now to go up to that empty house that was occuipied throughout my childhood with music and the sound of the tv and hands constantly knitting. I dunno, just been an emo summer. I have spent more weekends in than out. I've really not been sleeping all to well either because of my kitten (kid) he wakes me up and when he feels like it lets me sleep but its so nice to come home to something that loves you so much.

Anyway, the winter quarter at cascadia still is on the horizon. Have no idea how I am going to manage three classes and graveyard hours. I was going to do the whole online thing, but knowing my learning style, it would not be productive for me, too much of a visual and audio learner for that. Sometimes I'm afraid to go to back to school but in the end it sure as hell beats another 42 hour work week at Cencom.

I'm still grieving. I'm trying to let it go. It hurts and I am as vulnerable as anything and done with dating. Life first, realtionship second. I deleted my OK Cupid profile. Their "Match" system sent me 3 douches in a row. I really don't need that. Nor do I need a man right now. I need me.

My kitten needs me too.
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