Oct 15, 2006 19:55
Holy Shit Hawaii, Earthquake! making my life intresting here at work but now that the power is out there. . . .damn. I have two weeks now, going to take Viki into to Testfly, to see if she'll make it. Mark really wants me to call Mom and tell her that I am leaving the state. I am not going to. So tommorow night I will know if I am driving. I really want to, but I have to be pratical.
I slept today. I had dreams about High School. I want to make sure when I leave here I have closure. Not that it's really needed. Megan said yesterday that if I choose to move back she may have a room available if it's not working out there. We talked yesterday about the last time I moved to Baltimore, and how I left pretty much in the same time perioud as now, actually less, I had ten days to leave but then, I was going into the Navy. I didn't get to say good bye to everyone. I was 20, and I still wasn't sure of my sexuality. That's why Megan says that it's not like last time, that this is a much better place, and I am not going back home to live with my mom, so the adjustment perioud won't be as bad. I just will press myself of being independent again. That is important to me. I do plan to write too.
It's all good!
moving