Enough is Enough and It's Time For a Change
so i guess its time for another real update
instead of a cut and paste
basically nothing real new to report
been in a really shitty mood as of late
everything seems out of balance
i need a better paying job, i have alot of shit to do for school but i cant get motivated
and most of all i cant take not seeing gary during the week
thats whats putting my life out of wack mostly
i feel like ive lost my big stress reducer
hes the only one i feel comfortable and relaxed around
i dont feel like i have anyone to talk to anymore
sorry everyone
but its really hard for me to open up sometimes and like im going to get some constructive feedback
i dont know what to do anymore
its like im on overload
ive made a descision that im going to move out sometime next semester
i dont want to sleep alone anymore
i dont want to wait until friday to see him
and i dont want to have to worry about living under someone elses rules
i need to be able to have my own space my own rules and my own life again
sunday is by far the day i hate the most
as soon as i wake up or as soon as he leaves its like slipping into one giant depression
like an essential piece is gone again
i hate sundays so fucking much
on another note
lesbians.... you all need to start hanging out more
yea work and school suck and take up time but well drinking and partying just isnt the same without you guys
and when your not there sparks shoot out of adams butt
lifes tough get a fucking helmet
gary i love you and miss you terribly
we need to change some stuff up so we can see eachother more
even if its only for a little bit through out the week
adam we need to go get jayme one night and just rock it out
i dont know doing what or when but us three definitly need to rock it out again
maybe one wednesday coming up
i thinks thats all for my complaints and comments
if i think of any more ill include then shortly
-biscuit out
p.s. gary i love my book
XXOO pookie
instead of a cut and paste
basically nothing real new to report
been in a really shitty mood as of late
everything seems out of balance
i need a better paying job, i have alot of shit to do for school but i cant get motivated
and most of all i cant take not seeing gary during the week
thats whats putting my life out of wack mostly
i feel like ive lost my big stress reducer
hes the only one i feel comfortable and relaxed around
i dont feel like i have anyone to talk to anymore
sorry everyone
but its really hard for me to open up sometimes and like im going to get some constructive feedback
i dont know what to do anymore
its like im on overload
ive made a descision that im going to move out sometime next semester
i dont want to sleep alone anymore
i dont want to wait until friday to see him
and i dont want to have to worry about living under someone elses rules
i need to be able to have my own space my own rules and my own life again
sunday is by far the day i hate the most
as soon as i wake up or as soon as he leaves its like slipping into one giant depression
like an essential piece is gone again
i hate sundays so fucking much
on another note
lesbians.... you all need to start hanging out more
yea work and school suck and take up time but well drinking and partying just isnt the same without you guys
and when your not there sparks shoot out of adams butt
lifes tough get a fucking helmet
gary i love you and miss you terribly
we need to change some stuff up so we can see eachother more
even if its only for a little bit through out the week
adam we need to go get jayme one night and just rock it out
i dont know doing what or when but us three definitly need to rock it out again
maybe one wednesday coming up
i thinks thats all for my complaints and comments
if i think of any more ill include then shortly
-biscuit out
p.s. gary i love my book
XXOO pookie