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Ok I'm back for now. I'm on myspace more than this, and I go on there about once a week. So that should say something. I'm kinda fed up with life and all that shit, and been trying to figure out what the hell I want while waisting away at home. To say the least it's been going no where fast. But I went with my brother Shawn to apply to a couple of places. Nothing looks promising. Fuck it all. I just want to just blow shit up, I want to front a band for now. Any one play drums &/or bass? I just want a steady job. I want a revolution to come. A civil war. A leveled playing field, a new beginning. A destruction of everything that is set in place like Wall Street and Capital Hill. The future is coming fast and I don't have a grip on it. Whatever I have to get my shit together. I have to get back in school, I have to get a decent job that would be considered marginal in the metropolitan area to be above the poverty line. I can think of nothing more pathetic and disparaging then these years. Other than you know, High School. That was the worst years of my life so this state I'm in is easier to deal with mentally. It just sucks being in this place and time in my life. Ah well, such is the bread of an everyday life, from morning to noon to the shadowless night...