May 26, 2004 23:05
ok, so today I worked again, it was ok. I hung out with raye and tim, they were pushy, they want to start over with the band, every things being re-done, we're still working on it. We ditched a couple of the songs and are going to work on some of the others, and just use them for practice. Now tim wants to do what I told him at the start to do, to do covers and get a feel as a band. But it wouldn't of done much use, I couldn't sing and play at the same time and we just got raye in. We don't get the practice in together as a band to get the chemistry going. I really want to do shows this summer. It just gets aggravating at times trying to get it moving. so any ways we decided to just listen to random cd's and just pick up on songs and play together. I really want to do some covers of Pennywise and Nirvana, but Raye doesn't want to do Pennywise, and I respect that but I want to try it out any ways, especially WTO, that's a bit difficult to play, it should keep us busy.
Tommorow should be fun, have to clean the back porch, whatever I can. Do that and work on some learning the lyrics to System of a Down, we really want to do covers by them. I was so looking forward to this summer, and all I can think of now is just getting over, getting over with school, getting over with work and life, I don't feel like I have any thing to look forward to any more. But I want to get this shit done, we don't live forever.
I want that last shread of youth before I get old and have to get an actual job, and basically grow up. I'm not ready yet, too much of my youth has been wasted staying indoors watching T.V. and playing video games. I didn't have alot of friends when I was a kid, now that life is about to happen I now have friends, a band, everything that I should of done this past like 7 years seems to be crammed into my Senior year of high school and freshman year of college. I'm always behind, always. I'll never get it right.