You know it
I know everyone that accually reads my journal i thank you for caring and i show me remorce for not updating in about a month but lately i've been focusing on writing and doing some thinking and writing some songs during this months period.
Don't get me wrong I still hung out with the people that mean the WORLD to me i think i'd die for every single person that makes the concience in their mind to accually say Hello in the halls or walk up and talk to me and leave me comments and call me if there bored (Though and i'm not so great at being social) but i'm telling you if you don't think i love you all your greatly mistaken but i learned something new today as i do everyday and i must say Don't Be Emo BE YOURSELF you can listen to the same music and have your own same opinions and dress the way you want but be yourself thats the greatest advice i can give at this time. And you know how your friends are like "I have no friends no one likes me," that simply means wow i wish i could be that persons friend over there but they will probably never ever like me or something theres always going to be people ABOVE YOU and better than you that won't give a crap out of a garden hose about your life sure maybe if you went up and talked to them they won't be nice maybe you talk to them online a few days but your the one carrying the conversation and there merely agreeing with you pretty soon they probably get a new screen name and don't care enough to tell you and don't care enough to say hi in the halls and just act like i know who you are but i mean like come on why would i talk to that person i don't really like them. Back to the person standing next to you there thinking my god dude I'M YOUR FRIEND and the first person DOES realize that your his friend but he means he wants MORE friends and to hang out with everyone he or she possibly can. This first kid wants to meet friends but along the way he meets people "below him" and its like there great people that are your friend not by choice but just because and this seems like when you say i have no friends these people come out and think "does he not care about ME!?!?! i'm a friend," which makes them think and rethink it over at night before they go to sleep. Also when this kid talks online he only talks to a selct few out of the people who aim him but its because its too hard to talk to everyone try to do something online and do your homework or something else on the side then when you don't respond right away they get mad and sad thinking you hate them.
Irony??? you decide whatever you want opinions are open as long as no one leaves anonymous comments again with you stupid emo kid in the sentance.
JiMi R. F.
Don't get me wrong I still hung out with the people that mean the WORLD to me i think i'd die for every single person that makes the concience in their mind to accually say Hello in the halls or walk up and talk to me and leave me comments and call me if there bored (Though and i'm not so great at being social) but i'm telling you if you don't think i love you all your greatly mistaken but i learned something new today as i do everyday and i must say Don't Be Emo BE YOURSELF you can listen to the same music and have your own same opinions and dress the way you want but be yourself thats the greatest advice i can give at this time. And you know how your friends are like "I have no friends no one likes me," that simply means wow i wish i could be that persons friend over there but they will probably never ever like me or something theres always going to be people ABOVE YOU and better than you that won't give a crap out of a garden hose about your life sure maybe if you went up and talked to them they won't be nice maybe you talk to them online a few days but your the one carrying the conversation and there merely agreeing with you pretty soon they probably get a new screen name and don't care enough to tell you and don't care enough to say hi in the halls and just act like i know who you are but i mean like come on why would i talk to that person i don't really like them. Back to the person standing next to you there thinking my god dude I'M YOUR FRIEND and the first person DOES realize that your his friend but he means he wants MORE friends and to hang out with everyone he or she possibly can. This first kid wants to meet friends but along the way he meets people "below him" and its like there great people that are your friend not by choice but just because and this seems like when you say i have no friends these people come out and think "does he not care about ME!?!?! i'm a friend," which makes them think and rethink it over at night before they go to sleep. Also when this kid talks online he only talks to a selct few out of the people who aim him but its because its too hard to talk to everyone try to do something online and do your homework or something else on the side then when you don't respond right away they get mad and sad thinking you hate them.
Irony??? you decide whatever you want opinions are open as long as no one leaves anonymous comments again with you stupid emo kid in the sentance.
JiMi R. F.