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my work just gets worse every day. today i could barely stand to just be there. so i took the opportunity to leave 2 hours early, then felt bad because it turned out amanda was sick and had to stay til 1 anyhow. so im a jackass and definitely owe her one. she's going to be quitting around the same time i do, and if she quit sooner, i would, too. i couldnt imagine working there without her. that happened while she was on maternity leave and it sucked. she and i are the only 2 people who do anything and know what to do. im trying to train nicole to know better what she's doing since no one else has really bothered to, and she seems to be catching on. but if amanda goes, which the boss would like, i think, i go too.
business has also gotten really bad lately. its been so dead. thats why i left early today. we had no one all morning, and i guess after i left, they still didnt have a lunch hour. we may cut our hours back to closing at three p.m. every day, which would cut my hours, but at this point, i honestly wouldnt care. being there kills me, and i need to figure out something better. but really, the boss doesnt really do anything about anything anyhow, so we probably wont push our hours back. she'll just talk about it and never actually do it. oh well, im not the one losing money here.
kyle's still gone. i still havent washed my hair. its getting pretty gross. i estimate that its been about a week and a half, because i hadnt washed it for about a week before he left. and im not washing it until he gets back. i dont know what this will accomplish, but i feel like its something i should do? not really, i just want an excuse to be lazy and not have to mess with it. im disgusting.
i dont know how this next year with kyle at greenville again will go. something this summer has clicked and we've gotten closer, and these few days hes been on tour has been hell. i really dont know what im going to do. ive stayed in bed for like four hours today since i got off work just because i have nothing better to do. im getting a headache and im groggy now, but i got a good, well-deserved and much-needed nap in. but now im hungry and have to figure out dinner. but i might fish tonight, which would be fun.
this was pointless. im just so sick of work. im tired of talking about it too, kindve. i love my cat, tho. she's great.
ima food now.
business has also gotten really bad lately. its been so dead. thats why i left early today. we had no one all morning, and i guess after i left, they still didnt have a lunch hour. we may cut our hours back to closing at three p.m. every day, which would cut my hours, but at this point, i honestly wouldnt care. being there kills me, and i need to figure out something better. but really, the boss doesnt really do anything about anything anyhow, so we probably wont push our hours back. she'll just talk about it and never actually do it. oh well, im not the one losing money here.
kyle's still gone. i still havent washed my hair. its getting pretty gross. i estimate that its been about a week and a half, because i hadnt washed it for about a week before he left. and im not washing it until he gets back. i dont know what this will accomplish, but i feel like its something i should do? not really, i just want an excuse to be lazy and not have to mess with it. im disgusting.
i dont know how this next year with kyle at greenville again will go. something this summer has clicked and we've gotten closer, and these few days hes been on tour has been hell. i really dont know what im going to do. ive stayed in bed for like four hours today since i got off work just because i have nothing better to do. im getting a headache and im groggy now, but i got a good, well-deserved and much-needed nap in. but now im hungry and have to figure out dinner. but i might fish tonight, which would be fun.
this was pointless. im just so sick of work. im tired of talking about it too, kindve. i love my cat, tho. she's great.
ima food now.