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In the last... eh, month or so, all of this is what has happened in my life.
Lots of laughs, trust me.
#I am not speaking to or hearing from the fucking jackass, however he's a constant presence in my nightmares (I'm still handling it better than ever)
#My mom has had surgery to remove something that could have been breast cancer (I was really scared)
#She does not have breast cancer and her boobies are okay now (woot.)
#Two days before finding that good news out, my stepdad decided that alcohol was way more important and that he was leaving my mom (yeah, he's that much of a dick)
#My family was evicted from our house (what a shocker)
#I spent my thanksgiving sick as fuck and dying to go back to school, which is the only home I now have (which is sad)
#My grandmother feels I've betrayed her for speaking to my aunt, whom I lived with for six months last winter...(she's kinda nuts)
#Adelle hit a deer after driving 6 hours to and from Green Bay, WI to do ME a favor for a friend of MINE (I feel like shit about it)
#Sam is home and not with me 24/7 (which really bites b/c I can't function without her)
#Rodney was committed to a mental hospital last friday. He's loosing weight and his fucking mind being there. (I have nothing on this one. Now I'm just numb.)
Because of all this, I think I'm loosing my sense of reality. Nothing is going right, or even okay at this point... I'm grumpy all the time and it shows. I'm sad and angry and I lash out at my mom more than I should. I'm worried about my bby b/c he doesn't deserve to be locked up and I'm just wondering constantly when it will all end...
I want something to change for the better, just once. I want to believe in all the things I used too, but even believing in anything would be good enough right now.
So yeah.
In the last... eh, month or so, all of this is what has happened in my life.
Lots of laughs, trust me.
#I am not speaking to or hearing from the fucking jackass, however he's a constant presence in my nightmares (I'm still handling it better than ever)
#My mom has had surgery to remove something that could have been breast cancer (I was really scared)
#She does not have breast cancer and her boobies are okay now (woot.)
#Two days before finding that good news out, my stepdad decided that alcohol was way more important and that he was leaving my mom (yeah, he's that much of a dick)
#My family was evicted from our house (what a shocker)
#I spent my thanksgiving sick as fuck and dying to go back to school, which is the only home I now have (which is sad)
#My grandmother feels I've betrayed her for speaking to my aunt, whom I lived with for six months last winter...(she's kinda nuts)
#Adelle hit a deer after driving 6 hours to and from Green Bay, WI to do ME a favor for a friend of MINE (I feel like shit about it)
#Sam is home and not with me 24/7 (which really bites b/c I can't function without her)
#Rodney was committed to a mental hospital last friday. He's loosing weight and his fucking mind being there. (I have nothing on this one. Now I'm just numb.)
Because of all this, I think I'm loosing my sense of reality. Nothing is going right, or even okay at this point... I'm grumpy all the time and it shows. I'm sad and angry and I lash out at my mom more than I should. I'm worried about my bby b/c he doesn't deserve to be locked up and I'm just wondering constantly when it will all end...
I want something to change for the better, just once. I want to believe in all the things I used too, but even believing in anything would be good enough right now.
So yeah.