wrap up with a quickness
well haven’t posted in a while. figure a quick update is in order. tonight went to some party w/ pulgis. it was some girl he works with birthday party. it was 'aight. had a lot on my mind i could not shake the whole night. kinda backed down on my own self-imposed restrictions and made a futile attempt at talking w/ rich. futile is the sole word i can muster at the idea of trying to talk with him at this point.
last night was great. i saw dave for the first time in TOO long. hung out with some of his friends, jaime, meghan and merrik - (i think thats how you spell all of their names). anyway. i was uber terribly tired and really just wanted the bed by 10 o'clock - especially after the 12 hour work day but it was still nice. they are all real cool people and dave is totally awesome. i think he leaves tuesday morn back home. i wanted to see if he wanted to come my way before he left but that would mean an hour drive back to west palm to take him to the airport 1st thing in the morning tuesday. and jeeze do i hate mornings - but still might see if he wants to.
other than that. a lot of shit has happened recently. just bad shit. shit i rather not write about in a public venue just cause I am so embarrassed at myself. its a sad state of affair - all this. to be a fool. a sad state indeed.
last night was great. i saw dave for the first time in TOO long. hung out with some of his friends, jaime, meghan and merrik - (i think thats how you spell all of their names). anyway. i was uber terribly tired and really just wanted the bed by 10 o'clock - especially after the 12 hour work day but it was still nice. they are all real cool people and dave is totally awesome. i think he leaves tuesday morn back home. i wanted to see if he wanted to come my way before he left but that would mean an hour drive back to west palm to take him to the airport 1st thing in the morning tuesday. and jeeze do i hate mornings - but still might see if he wants to.
other than that. a lot of shit has happened recently. just bad shit. shit i rather not write about in a public venue just cause I am so embarrassed at myself. its a sad state of affair - all this. to be a fool. a sad state indeed.