:(
I quit my job. I had enough of that asshole! He left message on my cell phone yelling "FUCK". how crazy is this? anyway i am defenitely going on vacation in the southeast of France. I'm going there : http://www.masdaigret.com/chambres-anglais.php .... seems nice :) This is 100% sure now. John's parents are paying it all. I can't wait, but I'm scared to wear my bikini because I just hate my body :(
I am also going one whole week at my mom's. Haven't stayed a week there since last christmas. its going to be cool. but i'll probably see my father too and that stresses me. I'll have to ask him money to pay my last year of studies. Last year he said, ask your mother, i'll gave her the money back later. guess how long it took him to give her the money back? 9 months... so my mom had to take on her economies, which isn't good.
I just hate how he acts. Thank god, this is my last year, because sometimes the support checks just doesn't come... I know its hard for my mommie because she does not earn too much. Can't wait for the day, i'll be earning my own money and i wont have to beg my dad for help anymore.
i am so sad bsb are not coming to france :( just can't explain how much it makes me sad. I hear around me girls saying bsb are coming to germany, UK, italy, belgium, sweden, holland and that they all got tickets already etc... and of course i am the one who wont be able to see them because it cost too much to buy tickets + plane + hotel. *cry*
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Tonight I saw an eclipse of your smile within my own reflection
On your look, so beautiful then
A tear ran down my face, all my memories erase
Oh, why'd you have to leave my side
Oh, why do all the rivers flow into the ocean?
And why does all the love in the world come strait from the heart?
And why does all the pain I feel come from deep inside?
Oh, all those questions I could have answered ... if you were by my side
Maybe something mad e me look at you,
Maybe something made me do what I had to do what I had to do
Maybe something made me talk to you,
Maybe something made me do what I should do
I want you by my side
(I want you by my side)
(I want you by my side)
Now everyday the pain I feel slowly fades away
And all the memories of you and me are always here to stay
What I'm asking, girl, is one more chance to let me in your life
Oh, girl, if you give me one more chance ... then I could be right by your side
Maybe something made me look at you
Maybe something made do what I have to do, girl
Maybe something made me talk to you
Maybe something made me do what I should do
I want you by my side
(I want you by my side)
(I want you by my side)
I am also going one whole week at my mom's. Haven't stayed a week there since last christmas. its going to be cool. but i'll probably see my father too and that stresses me. I'll have to ask him money to pay my last year of studies. Last year he said, ask your mother, i'll gave her the money back later. guess how long it took him to give her the money back? 9 months... so my mom had to take on her economies, which isn't good.
I just hate how he acts. Thank god, this is my last year, because sometimes the support checks just doesn't come... I know its hard for my mommie because she does not earn too much. Can't wait for the day, i'll be earning my own money and i wont have to beg my dad for help anymore.
i am so sad bsb are not coming to france :( just can't explain how much it makes me sad. I hear around me girls saying bsb are coming to germany, UK, italy, belgium, sweden, holland and that they all got tickets already etc... and of course i am the one who wont be able to see them because it cost too much to buy tickets + plane + hotel. *cry*
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Tonight I saw an eclipse of your smile within my own reflection
On your look, so beautiful then
A tear ran down my face, all my memories erase
Oh, why'd you have to leave my side
Oh, why do all the rivers flow into the ocean?
And why does all the love in the world come strait from the heart?
And why does all the pain I feel come from deep inside?
Oh, all those questions I could have answered ... if you were by my side
Maybe something mad e me look at you,
Maybe something made me do what I had to do what I had to do
Maybe something made me talk to you,
Maybe something made me do what I should do
I want you by my side
(I want you by my side)
(I want you by my side)
Now everyday the pain I feel slowly fades away
And all the memories of you and me are always here to stay
What I'm asking, girl, is one more chance to let me in your life
Oh, girl, if you give me one more chance ... then I could be right by your side
Maybe something made me look at you
Maybe something made do what I have to do, girl
Maybe something made me talk to you
Maybe something made me do what I should do
I want you by my side
(I want you by my side)
(I want you by my side)