Nov 30, 2004 18:31
i am always stumped. I just want to be able to be happy. So i've been spending time w/ this new kid Ryan and he seems cool but there is always something wrong w/ the guys that I choose. it's not that he's not a super cute, nice, successful guy is it? no I don't think so. no matter what package boys come in there all crazy. i'm just going to be super careful w/ this one and try not to be too nice. I am taken for granted too much. I have to try to just be cool and know that no matter what i'm not going to let a boy take a piece of me and anytime it gets serious they always do. so that is what i need to do.. hummmm..