and with that blow the unrefined were no more...
joe is now on my permanant hate list... straight to the top... what a fucking asshole... when you tell something to someone in confidence it is expected that they will NOT say anything to anyone else... especially when it does not concern you at all... so tonite we're all over at katy g's house again and i fucking had to be there with joe and i knew befre i leadt the house that i didnt want to hang out alone with him and his brother so i took my own car... so while we're there katie comes by and this is the first timei had seen her in a couple of days, taking a much needed break... the asshole (aka joe) fucking tells katie all the shit that i had told him about the problems that the two of us were having and yeah, once again, here comes the drama... the fucker had no rite to say anything to her... the problems are our responsibility to deal with absolutely none of his... fuck you joe!!... so the ass has the nerve to tell me that i need to talk to her... well no fucking duh asswipe!! maybe i would have had you not interfered... ARGH!! so once again katie goes stomping away and i am so pissed off at joe that i'm swearing at im and telling him to shut the fuck up and i get in my car and speed home... now i dont know what to say to anyone but i want to fucking die... what a FUCKING ASSHOLE!!... and can i talk to any of my friends? no, they're either sleeping, stoned/tripping, or just plain not around... i'm leaving this godforsake hell non real existance and i am so never fucking coming back... fuck it all... die...