one year and a few days later
so last week was the one year anniversery of my grandmother....that wasn't as super bad as i thought it was going to be. i cried like almost every night....got somewhat depressed during the middle of the week and missed class. i went to the grave thursday and i cried there but i felt better being there. it was like oh if i really miss her i can come here and sit and look like an idiot and talk to her if i need to. granted i hate driving and it's in malden but i have a place to do that. that brought me a huge comfort.
in other news...I can't wait to go back to work this summer. i don't like working indoors. this could be a problem if i want to stay and work in New England. Honestly as scary as it might be i want to go get a big girl job and just start a new chapter in my life....ya very scary. now if i could only pick a job......
in other news...I can't wait to go back to work this summer. i don't like working indoors. this could be a problem if i want to stay and work in New England. Honestly as scary as it might be i want to go get a big girl job and just start a new chapter in my life....ya very scary. now if i could only pick a job......