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ok i feel like i'm on the brink of makeing myself go crazy. i just keep takeing so much stuff to heart lately that it's breaking it apart. i've done really well handeling my depression for awhile..and i don't know maybe it's like emotions still holding over from when my grandmother died or somthing but it just seems i can't stop really it just upsets me so much because this isn't me i bounce back from side comments. i've just felt so down latley. maybe it has to do with lack of sleep or the stress in my family. i just don't know. maybe it's being home so much or this whole getting into school thing. idk
for some reason though weight is what everyone seems to be coming to me about. and i don't get it. i'm not over weight. i'm pretty average for my age and hight the last times i went ot the doctors they said i was fine and that was like a month ago.i perfectly fine but comments keep being made. so idk it just somewhat bothering me. like it's friends then some family compareing me to jessie and it's just kinda look at us we are just diffrent. idk i feel better now after venting it though. lol i should do this more so that it doesn't build up agian.
for some reason though weight is what everyone seems to be coming to me about. and i don't get it. i'm not over weight. i'm pretty average for my age and hight the last times i went ot the doctors they said i was fine and that was like a month ago.i perfectly fine but comments keep being made. so idk it just somewhat bothering me. like it's friends then some family compareing me to jessie and it's just kinda look at us we are just diffrent. idk i feel better now after venting it though. lol i should do this more so that it doesn't build up agian.