not worth reading just a ramble
feeling kinda crappy today so i'm not doing to much. so i was like ramble in livejournal...hmmm good idea! let's see i've relized lately that i'm kind of lucky. like last night i got free tickets to go see the rolling stones and kanya west from my cousin.the whole joe thing was luck and awkwardness. getting my promotion was luck becuse the person who was supposed to get it stepped down. i don't know i guess sometimes i get lucky...maybe there is like this path your supposed to be on and junk. i don't know. but ok so before when kyle broke up with me i was a mess.like i was like how could he? but the more i stoped to think about it the more i relized that ya it was over. and it probably had been and i was trying to hold on becuse i didn't know what else to do. the whole being alone for a bit worked out well. even if it were only about a month and a half. because i met joe. i knew joe before we would talk alot and we were friends. He helped sort through things in my head, he let me bounce things off of him.he would tell me how ridiculouse i was being and didn't complain when i was like kyle this or alex that he would just let me go on and on. he was an awesome friend. i think it's one of the reasons i started likeing him so much. he would sit there and talk to me, he would always make me laugh,and he would also push to do stuff like climbing the rockwall at work. honestly i'm so lucky to have him i'm glad things progessed from really comfortable friends, to me likeing him and him likeing me but pretending not to like eachother, to awkward nickel day where we told eachother, to now where we talk almost once a day (wich i love) and are going to school together next semester. so maybe this is my path...maybe things will work i've stopped trying to look to far ahead but...maybe i'm on the right path...i can't wait for school!