Sep 04, 2006 13:21
I don't know how you could of dropped everything so quickly.
We've been through so much.
Your the only one who stuck around as long as you did.
Your the only one who made me truely happy.
Your the only guy I felt completely comfortable around.
And I could act like myself infront of you...almost like myself.
We have so many memories together.
From just laying together..
Watching The Wedding Singer Everytime i would come over..
Talking late at night..
Always making me laugh and smile..
Having 10 Hour Phone conversations..
Hugging and kissing eachother as soon as we get into your room..
Me Singing to you to the point where it gets Unbearably Annoying...=\
And so much more.
Thinking about all of this gives me the butterflies.
You were everything to me.
You were my dream, my world.
And it hurts so much that we've ended everything.
Whatever you said to me the other day just kinda passed over me..
Because a part of me thinks you just said all of that to hurt me.
Well, it worked.
I hate being in my room.
EVERYTIHNG in it reminds me of you.
I can't even watch Roseanne anymore cause it reminds me when we would watch it at 1 in the morning cause nothing better was on..
It never fails, it's always someone who will never matter as much as you did.
I wish you'd come back to me.
I don't care if we will never be how we were when we actually liked eachother.
Because we never will be.
I wanna be atleast friends with you.
I don't like not talking to you... at all.
Actually, I absolutely hate it.
I wish you could actually see how much you mean to me.
And how much I care and love you.
No one will ever know, but me.
I need a miracle..
Come back to me.