Jul 23, 2004 16:05
A promise to yourself should not be broken, no matter how much you feel like breaking it. Everything is in your mind. seriously the things that were never there suddenly are. So you can't trust your mind or your heart. Your intuition is sucky to because I've come to the conclusion its like a little mind hanging from the bottom of your heart. It means crap. I'm just going by what my friends tell me, they are looking out for me, I'm sticking with it. The promise I made when i actually sounded sane. So if I am about to go back on my word stop me because it's so possible, it's so close to happening...
Laying out is a gay waste of time. It is completely boring and if you grease yourself up like a little piggy with tanning oils they melt off of you and the trickling of it down your legs and arms is the worst feeling in the entire WORLD. So I'll be doing it all again on Monday so I can tan because looking pale and pasty just does not fit in with this society.
I remmeber this one song from last summer that was all "Bandages, bandages, bandages, OHHh, OHHhh, Bandages." I think it was probably called bandages. I will have to download it. I have this cool playlist on napster with like the bomb diggy songs on it. Yesterday when i said Ashlee Simpson was cool, I meant it. She is better than Avril because I don't think she's liek a poser, I mean I dunno. I really think all that music is gay anyways. The only good music is Beck. BECK! BITCHES! blah, blah.
I have to get out of AP American or else I probably will die. It was a gay mistake picking it in the first place. At least this time when I try to get out of an AP course they can't up my gpa and be like look u had a 4.0 you can do it. HAHAHAHA my GPA now is like 3.0. It would have been like 2.0 if it hadn't have been for summer school. Thank god. I love math. When I go to get out of AP American I will make sure they put me in Alg. 2 Honors. I'll be like only if you can promise me that i get Maurer BITCHES! If I get Bouch I die. It'll be like last year all over again but worse because....hmm i dunno why it will be worse but it will be.
I would go out and get the mail but I don't want to.
ODELAY!
JEssica.
More tonight I assure you from my boring dads.!