bitch and complain
despite the weather this week for me has failed to get any better
it started with the hospital crap, and went from there to lighting crap where jeff (the lighting guy i work with) basically told me that him and sarah decided I wasn't doing the lights for variant group cause it was 'too difficult' or something...so he basically said i suck and im doing choral group this week end cause its easy. so that sucked and i feel like shit. the boys...mainly two of them...have been really mean to me latley and it was easy to ignore at first but now i just can't take it anymore . im not sure why they have a grudge against me but it's really starting to eat at me. and birhtright apps are endless and i don't know if im gonna even end up going cause it's so confusing. on top of everything else i've been writing my peace studies paper which is worth like 1/3 of my grade or something rediculous like that...and it's really stressing me out in general.i went to lunch alone cause everyone already went or wouldnt come and dropped my phuckin tray and had the plate break all over the goddamn place as well as being covered in ketchup.
wtf. when will it end?
tommorow's spree day and hopefully it'll help me to forget about all the shit that's been going wrong right now. hopefully ill be buzzed or drunk enough to forget if nothing else works.
i just need things to be better.
it started with the hospital crap, and went from there to lighting crap where jeff (the lighting guy i work with) basically told me that him and sarah decided I wasn't doing the lights for variant group cause it was 'too difficult' or something...so he basically said i suck and im doing choral group this week end cause its easy. so that sucked and i feel like shit. the boys...mainly two of them...have been really mean to me latley and it was easy to ignore at first but now i just can't take it anymore . im not sure why they have a grudge against me but it's really starting to eat at me. and birhtright apps are endless and i don't know if im gonna even end up going cause it's so confusing. on top of everything else i've been writing my peace studies paper which is worth like 1/3 of my grade or something rediculous like that...and it's really stressing me out in general.i went to lunch alone cause everyone already went or wouldnt come and dropped my phuckin tray and had the plate break all over the goddamn place as well as being covered in ketchup.
wtf. when will it end?
tommorow's spree day and hopefully it'll help me to forget about all the shit that's been going wrong right now. hopefully ill be buzzed or drunk enough to forget if nothing else works.
i just need things to be better.