Dec 19, 2005 20:56
Wow, I'm bored
and I realized sometihng
usually when I post I' sad and i figured out why.
In school and around people I always act happy and I never vent or get sad or mad around people because I dont want people to think differently of me and so I come home and I Leave the saddness in my life behind i nthe journal for everyone to see.
i haven't decided if thats good or bad. Dave says its bad. Well hes all proper so he doesnt count.
I want to get in to photography, Its a really pretty thing...like scenery but my mom threw the camera so now its broken. Le Sigh.
Luke came over today. We talked. Poor babe. I wish I could help, but i have no inspiring words to say. I try as a friend.
My mom and Craig have been fighting constantly, and shes been crying more and more. She has a bad day at work and comes home and vents at us and its very sad. w/e though