Ill Miss Him So Much
so wednesday was the last time id see carl before he starts school at Brockport on Saturday. we went to the beach. had fun at the arcade there. and the sun set was very perdy 
during which i gave him my lil note. just basically tell him how much i love him and how much ill miss him. anyway the drive home. i thought a lot about how much ill miss him. how much i wish i could have stayed with him for the night. how much i wished the night would never end so i could be with him forever. i didnt think id cry seeing how i had earlier that night. finally we were at my house. good night kiss...in which i started crying during. he wiped away my tears and told me he loved me, which i thought would calm me. i still cried. and after a few more minutes...i think he started crying as well i could hear it in his voice when he said "i promise ill come back as soon as i can" well i know if i stayed with him longer id be real late. as much as i didnt want to leave, i finally did. it was the first time in a while i cried myself to sleep that night. i love him so much.
during which i gave him my lil note. just basically tell him how much i love him and how much ill miss him. anyway the drive home. i thought a lot about how much ill miss him. how much i wish i could have stayed with him for the night. how much i wished the night would never end so i could be with him forever. i didnt think id cry seeing how i had earlier that night. finally we were at my house. good night kiss...in which i started crying during. he wiped away my tears and told me he loved me, which i thought would calm me. i still cried. and after a few more minutes...i think he started crying as well i could hear it in his voice when he said "i promise ill come back as soon as i can" well i know if i stayed with him longer id be real late. as much as i didnt want to leave, i finally did. it was the first time in a while i cried myself to sleep that night. i love him so much.