i never knew there was so much more out there...
Today i had an amazing time with melissa at the rain forest cafe~ It was a blast, and then tonight i went out with my friends from fridays. I love it! I'm reconciling and creatingstronger bonds with old friends, and also finding some new. I never knew how much was out there, Or how much i depended on the relationship of one best friend. And it makes me wonder what i've been missing.
You know it is hard when you invest so much of your soul, and your heart and yourself into one person, and are completely open with them for the first time more then any other person and then they break your heart. It's like sometimes everything that happened between you is gone, the bonds, the connection, and all that is left is hurtful words, pieces of a broken heart, a line of hurt feelings, and the memory of how things once were.
And all you can do is look to the future, a future that might just possible not have the one you always pictured in it. And you have to be mysteriously wondering who is in store for you...and just move on from what once was.
You know it is hard when you invest so much of your soul, and your heart and yourself into one person, and are completely open with them for the first time more then any other person and then they break your heart. It's like sometimes everything that happened between you is gone, the bonds, the connection, and all that is left is hurtful words, pieces of a broken heart, a line of hurt feelings, and the memory of how things once were.
And all you can do is look to the future, a future that might just possible not have the one you always pictured in it. And you have to be mysteriously wondering who is in store for you...and just move on from what once was.