a bitter sweet nite
well first off, i overslept a nap with my love, and managed to take a shower, do my makeup, blowdry my hair and get dressed and out the door in 35 minutes. i think that is some kind of record, i'm awesome. then i took will to work and met serena, one of the most wonderful people i know, and we had dinner at burdick's. and we went to the civic so she could audition for the women and i got to see laura and other people, it was fun. then we went to 4th coast for coffee which was interesting and somewhat umpleasant but mostly ok.
i did run into a friend who i have known for like 4 years and we got to talking and he told me how happy i seem. he told me this is the happiest he's ever seen me and i know taht is because of william. he is so wonderful, i really love him and it feels good to know that the person you love, loves you back.
i love to see my serena, she's coming over wednesday to watch the premeire of america's next top model and to watch old school. good times, i'm so excited about it. i really sometimes miss going out and hanging out with my friends, it makes me feel more confident and i really need taht right now. i hate to admit it, but my self esteem has been incredibly low lately. i feel unattractive a lot of the time. but i really like to be home, i'm not really a fan of crowds lately, or really even groups. there is a party on friday and maybe will and i will go and have fun...
but mostly, i had a really good nite.
i did run into a friend who i have known for like 4 years and we got to talking and he told me how happy i seem. he told me this is the happiest he's ever seen me and i know taht is because of william. he is so wonderful, i really love him and it feels good to know that the person you love, loves you back.
i love to see my serena, she's coming over wednesday to watch the premeire of america's next top model and to watch old school. good times, i'm so excited about it. i really sometimes miss going out and hanging out with my friends, it makes me feel more confident and i really need taht right now. i hate to admit it, but my self esteem has been incredibly low lately. i feel unattractive a lot of the time. but i really like to be home, i'm not really a fan of crowds lately, or really even groups. there is a party on friday and maybe will and i will go and have fun...
but mostly, i had a really good nite.