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Blah, I dont get it...I complain about about being bored and yet I could have gone to the movies, but no instead I insist on staying home for no reason. I don't get it. Let's see, nothing much to say other than I have not put my guitar down other than to do humanly functions. Sure i do other thigs but so far I live off of the guitar. I need to write lyrics but i don't know how, I can't sing, so yeah.
I have the band name....The Romancers... and everyone in the band is aromancer of something, I am the Romancer of Darkness...that name will forever burn in as my real name and the cd will be titled Song Attack: The Revenge of Good music...teehee....
on another note I feel everything slipping away. My friends, my family, my life, I feel as the life I lived is over. It is burriedand all that has to be written is the epitaph "Eric's junior year"... part of me still wants to live that life, but I can't that, is in the past....Then there are these wierd urges..like to excerise, lift weights, skateboard, play guitar, fire a gun, hunt, bake cakes.... I don't understand what is happening to me! Please someone tell me, why this is happening! Why am i having these urges! Why am I spending countless hours on the guitar! Why is my life crumbling! Is it crumbling or have my eyes decieved me into thinking it is crumbling when actually it is getting better?
I have the band name....The Romancers... and everyone in the band is aromancer of something, I am the Romancer of Darkness...that name will forever burn in as my real name and the cd will be titled Song Attack: The Revenge of Good music...teehee....
on another note I feel everything slipping away. My friends, my family, my life, I feel as the life I lived is over. It is burriedand all that has to be written is the epitaph "Eric's junior year"... part of me still wants to live that life, but I can't that, is in the past....Then there are these wierd urges..like to excerise, lift weights, skateboard, play guitar, fire a gun, hunt, bake cakes.... I don't understand what is happening to me! Please someone tell me, why this is happening! Why am i having these urges! Why am I spending countless hours on the guitar! Why is my life crumbling! Is it crumbling or have my eyes decieved me into thinking it is crumbling when actually it is getting better?