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I have fallen sooo fucken low I don't know who I am any more...my world is spinning out of control... in 2 months time... my life will be altered...I need help, but I don't know how to accpet it. I am pushing those I love and care for away. I have already started the cutting and drinking. All that is left is the isolation. I know everybody is in my heart, and that I do this to myslef... But never has this hurt so much. It is sad to be in my room at 8:04, alone, in the dark, crying and shaking. If only I was strong enough to accpet help....then again I am helpless...